The Late SSA

The way you smile
The way you talk
The way you laugh

No one can ever hate you

But even if they do
Its just because they don't even know you
And they can never be like you

So many memories we had with you
Even more for someone that close to you

Even when you were sick
You still can play it cool
But everybody knew
Your heart were torn into two

It was so hard when we heard bout you
Didn't get the chance to talk to you
To say sorry for all we did to you

Still remember
On that rainy afternoon
We came
But we were too late

So we sat and pray

"Please Allah forgive her"
"Only you are The Most Forgiver"
"Keep her safe"  - Amin -


We can never stop missing you
But He knows what's best for you
And He loves you more than we do.



Al-Fatihah.






The person shall not be name but I would be thankful if you could also recite an Al-fatihah for Arwah.



And she had the chance to wrote this letter before she passed away :-




hye




I am 22 years old and is a patient of synovial sarcoma. My boyfriend suggested me writing here since i'm pretty worried of my sickness. I've been diagnosed with this sickness recently, which is a month ago. I had this lump on my left elbow since august 2010. I never had a clue that it was dangerous because i seem fine. I went to the hospital in KL, and they did some test on me (biopsy, mri and ultrasound). At first the doctors thought that it's schwannoma. On march 24th, 2011, i had a surgery to remove the lump and it is sent to the lab for further research. After 3 weeks, the doctors said that it was malignant. Since after the surgery, it seems that i can't bend my left arm. When i met the doctors to take the result, it is said that the cancer cells incurred in my joint and they have to remove the joint and replace it with an implant. Now the doctors are waiting for the report since they sent it overseas to have a further research. The doctors are waiting for the report to know what's the next step. I am totally scared if i won't survive.





I hope someone could share their stories similar to mine and i would love to hear some encouraging words. It is great to hear and read some of your stories.